"Rescue Me!", Listening to Aritha Franklin, reminds me of the old Sears commercial...
"Rescue Me, I'm shivering cold, Rescue Me, My heater is too old, Can't you see that I"m freezing?"! Gosh that was along time ago!

Why is death such a hard thing to go through? It doesn't make since even if you know the person is going on to something better. Is it selfish to want that person back, of course it is. Why do we do it then? I, for one, don't care if I"m being selfish, I didn't do anything to deserve these people being taken from me! They didn't do anything to deserve being taken from us, right? I know that God does everything for a reason, but that is a lot to swallow! I can understand people loosing one person, to old age or something, but that is inevitable. I have lost 2 babies, a mother, and now my Grandfather, just this morning. Why would anyone deserve this? None of these deaths were of natural causes, why would God let these 4 people suffer, much less all of the other people in the world that go through this? If God is trying to make a point, he should make it, not keep doing this, it isn't fair! I know that life isn't fair, but isn't God supposed to be the opposite of that...or the fullest extent of it? EVERLASTING LIFE! Why can't we all just go at once?! The stages of dying are:
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance
It isn't just the people dying that go through it, you can figure that for every person that dies, there are 5 people that go through the same stages. How is that right? Why can't we get an explanation! Undoubtedly, I am still in the first two stages, for many of the deaths that I have recently experience, it has been extremely hard to get passed step 2 for all 4 of them.

Been a while!

Hey everyone, I know it has been a few days since my last post. February 24th was my second son's birthday, so I have been doing a lot of reflecting. Manny would have been two years old! Isn't it crazy how fast time goes?! It seems like it was just yesterday!
God works in mastirious ways, and everything happens for a reason! I think two is enough right now! Maybe too much!!!

Suspicious Behavior...

The only bad thing about being a stay at home "Mommy" is that you only have conversation with your "almost 3" year old and your 7 week old! So at the end of the day when Daddy gets home you bombard him with adult conversation! Of course he doesn't want to talk because he is so tired! So then you find yourself making up stories that he would rather be with someone else, because you annoy him! So then you start to convince yourself that there is all kinds of suspicious behavior going on, when in reality you are just that board, and need some kind of drama in your life!
How depressing is that!? Mommy needs a break and some Mommy time!
I need a job! lol!

CSI was at my house

Our cars got broken into sometime yesterday before we woke up! Nothing was stolen, but we still had to have someone come dust for finger print! It was so exciting! Michael thought I was being silly, but I took pictures of the guy dusting.

CSI was at my house!

Hair!

I don't know why I didn't think of it before, but Audry's hair is long enough for pony tails! This week, we go creative and Michael's mom bought some "ouch less" rubber bands. We put her hair in a pony tail right on top of her head! She looked like pebbles! Yesterday I put pig-tails in her hair. I don't have a picture of the pig tails, but I have a picture of what her hair looked like this morning! I love having a girl!

The first picture was taken this morning! Her hair was still sticking up where the pig-tails were!

I feel Yucky!

Audry is only one month old, and already has her first cold! It is a well known fact that you cannot get rid of a cold, it will go away in 14 days. That is a long time for a 1 month old! It is just under half of her life! I don't want to wait that long. Oh, and by the way...you can't give cold medicine to a baby that little. So in the mean time, we are going to just keep sucking thoes boogers out and hope that it is a quick 14 days!
Anthony on the other had is taking allergy meds for his cold, we are hoping this is a good time to start his allergy medicine and keep him on it this time.
Oh, Audry started smiling this week! February the 4th!